When I did my reading at the Rio Grande County Museum on December 7 — first from the China book then from Martin of Gfenn — two women came up to me afterward to talk. One of them was very touched by the tiny bit I read from Martin’s story, a part relevant to Christmas, spoke straight from the section of Luke in which the rich man, Dives, refuses to help the leper, Lazarus. It’s — it seems — a fairly obscure passage for many people, but it is the essential scriptural source for the Knights of St. Lazarus and the leper hospitals of Europe’s Middle Ages. It was not obscure to this woman. She was moved by it in a way maybe every writer hopes his/her writing moves a reader.
I was ready to hand her a book right then and there, but I wasn’t there to give away books. I was there to sell them.
Her younger sister said, “Can we find that book at the library?” I had to explain how libraries weren’t very keen on self-published books, but the library in Alamosa did have my books because it takes local authors seriously. I smiled. Even I think there’s something “less than” about a self-published novel. She was gently outraged. “Why? You’re a good writer. These are good books!”
A few days ago she called. She wanted to buy two copies. One for her older sister, the one with the Bible verses, and one for herself. I was torn about charging them the full price, or any price. But I told myself, “Martha, you live hand to mouth as it is. Earning money from your writing or your art is no crime. What’s your problem?”
So we arranged to meet today in Del Norte where I had a doctor’s appointment. We pulled up in front of the library at the same time. She hopped into my car (the blessed Bella who loves ice and snow) and handed me $32. We chatted for a minute. “I sent my brother the China book,” she said. “I loved it. I think he will, too. He’s in Chino,” a city in California.
As is the way here in the San Luis Valley, I heard the life stories of three remarkable adults — two teachers and a nurse. There’s something about the San Luis Valley that launches some pretty amazing people out into the so-called “larger world.” One thing that is always a little tricky is that here people really DO know each other, but I don’t know everyone. I am here from the outside, but no longer an outsider. In the eyes of many of the people I know, and many I have met in the last year, I just fit into a context with which they are familiar and I have no idea. I’m OK with that. I just learn as I go.
I told her there were cards inside and that the pictures on the cards are scenes I’d drawn from Martin’s life.
It was all lovely. What a wonderful moment to cap this amazing year.
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Also, since I have some new readers and some people have asked about the geography of where I live, here’s a map. I live in the world’s largest Alpine valley. We are at 7600 feet — that’s about 2300 meters — pretty much all the way across the valley. We are surrounded by mountains, but the valley is pretty flat. That’s about as good as it could possibly be for me. I can always see mountains. Today they are, in words from Martin of Gfenn “Blue and white promises.”

A most happy way to say goodbye to 2019, with promise of more such interactions in 2020 and beyond. Nice! Cheers to you and your art – whatever form that takes – in the New Year, Martha!
Wonderful that your reading generated income! I worked for a veterinarian who had learned not to do any billing for himself. He had such a soft spot that he’d under charge and at one point was losing so much money he thought he would have to sell his practice. That’s when he hired a receptionist/bookkeeper who tallied up the charges and and billed clients. Soon he was doing fine and was even able to expand his clinic! So the moral is that you shouldn’t short change yourself! Writing and art is WORK and you need to be compensated! (of course I’m preaching to the choir)
You’re right. ❤
There are givers and takers, Martha. You fall into the giver category so I’m beyond thrilled you still charged money for your books. After all, they were a labour of time effort love and expense so yes, you more than deserve to be paid for them. Woot!
Thank you. 🙂 ❤ Happy New Year!!!!
Happy New Year Martha. Hope your spending the day with someone special! Christmas to me is for the kids, but I’ve always enjoyed New Years with my son a special dinner even a glass of wine, probably the only time of year I have a sip.
I don’t have any special plans except taking Bear out for a walk in the snow — but New Years Days I’m going to ski. ❤
That sounds exciting and completely wonderful. I don’t have any plans either. I miss Dick Clark and seeing the New Year in with him. Awe well, I’ll have my son and Loki and that will be special indeed!
I’m glad you were able to charge for your book. that is your work and like any other person should be paid for your work,
I agree — it just doesn’t feel like work sometimes. 🙂
It’s times like this that make writing worth the effort. Congratulations.
Thank you ❤
Congrats Martha. You should value yourself.
PS. Don’t forget you live in that huge caldera! That still blows my mind. See, I can still amuse myself. 🙂
It’s pretty amazing (both the caldera and your ability to amuse yourself) 😉