Back in the fall of 2019 I was pretty famous here in the back of beyond. The China book! I did a reading at the local independent bookstore, a couple of radio interviews, another reading at the museum. Other things — even involving other books — were lining up and it was really cool after the first one. I enjoyed being a famous writer (on this scale) and loved meeting people in my community in this way. I did a beautiful display for the book, too. In fact, the first time I participated in the holiday show at the Rio Grande County Museum, it wasn’t as a visual artist, but as a writer.
I didn’t even know that I LIKED reading my books to people or that I LIKED being on the radio.
Then, suddenly, the whole world was under the weather, and that was the end of that.The China book, which was such a labor of love, just kind of got pushed aside like everything else as I — along with everyone else — tried to figure out what was going on and how to respond to it.
Yesterday I got the local paper which is 8 pages. There is also — with it — another, thicker, paper “Lifestyles,” which tells about events that affect the entire San Luis Valley population of 40,000 people. I look through these journalistic missives pretty quickly before consigning them to recycling or package wrapping, whichever. On the front page of the thick insert I read a write up of Louise’ (Rio Grande County Museum) press release about the upcoming holiday art show. It said, “Martha Kennedy will be doing a reading and a story of her experience of a Christmas in China.”
I thought, “OK, this is where we left off.” And I understood that is exactly right.

If you can see it, there’s an article about a kid’s park that was built in my town entirely by volunteers. That’s also where we left off.
Still, it seems like eons ago — another lifetime, anyway — since 2019 and the publication of As a Baby Duck Listens to Thunder. It wasn’t, but it feels like it. <3. Here’s the story about the featured photo.
Yeah, it is both interesting and nice to be a “local author” in a small place. It comes and goes and that’s fine. For me lately, though, it’s been embarrassing to have to respond to the question: “How’s that next novel coming?” Sigh.
You’re a writer. You have the right to fly off the handle at that question or break into spontaneous tears. Artistic temperament, right?
What I hate is, “Writer’s block?” I’m all, “Fuck you. I’ll writer’s block you,” but I don’t say that. I like, “Novel? What novel? Huh?” 😀
“What are you writing these days?” “My name???”
In fact, no one ever asks me anything about my writing down here so they are safe from all this…
Yeah, my stock answer: “Fits and spurts.” I don’t believe in writer’s block. As William Stafford advised, I just lower my expectations. 🙂
I don’t believe in writer’s block, either. In my case it means I don’t have anything to say.
Exciting stuff, Martha!
It’s going to be really nice however it turns out. I’m looking forward to it. ❤
Good to hear you’re doing things like that. I was supposed to be having an exhibition in November but have put it off.. Illness and artists block? Well more illness…
It’s hard to do any work when you’re not ambulatory and not feeling great.:-(
Yes, I know, someone told me not to push things too much, but I’m bored with being ill x
It is boring but I’ve learned the hard way that rebelling against it is the best way to make it last longer. ❤
True x
Oh, that’s great that you are doing another reading, Martha. I hope a good number of people show up.
I’m very happy about it! 🙂
This is wonderful to hear!
A sign that life may be coming back?!? Wish I could attend.
Me too! Then we could take a walk 😀