Another intense week draws to a close but I KNOW better than to complain about it. It could be a LOT more intense and at least as bad. Yesterday I did the 15 questions, one of which was What are you most looking forward to in 2023? I responded that I had no idea and that, “…it’s all big crapshoot.”
The author of the questions didn’t agree that it’s a crapshoot. That’s OK, but I look back on this year and I could NEVER have predicted anything that happened and NONE of it was anything I looked “forward” to. It seemed that things just happened, mostly randomly. As far as I recall the only thing I looked forward to in 2022 was the arrival of the Sandhill Cranes. I can say the same for 2023, but I’m in no hurry. Soon after they leave, the deer flies arrive.
The past couple of years have shaken us all up, I think. Certainly they’ve shaken me up to the point where I’m afraid even to write something on the calendar like it’s going to happen.
I ended up going to the little art show at the museum. Luckily, I got there after the “crowds” had gone. It was quiet, and I felt, pretty safe from the boogie monsters. The fiddle player was there with his dog, Lola. Lola was actually the draw — I saw a little video of Johnny playing the fiddle, and his dog walked through the frame. I’d heard about Lola at the fancy dinner, so I cleaned up (somewhat) and headed out. Lola is a great dog. It was worth the trip. Not just Lola, but the continual sweet surprise of this community. I will never, never get used to it.
Louise, the former director, used to clear out the museum exhibits and turn the museum into a gallery. This was fantastic. The museum has gallery lighting and big, white walls. Lyndsie chose not to do that. It doesn’t affect where I hang my paintings, but it makes the paintings look like just another museum exhibit and people can’t get close to them to look at them. People LIKE to do that. It’s funny, but I don’t really care. I care enough to notice, but not enough to object. In fact, I don’t object. That old saw about “choosing your fights”? Well I understand it now. That’s not my fight. I know Lyndsie had to advocate with the county on behalf of local artists. I don’t know everything that happened in the last days of Louise other than it wasn’t pretty. I love Louise and I like Lyndsie, but most of all, I appreciate the museum. That is my “job” description. “Hi, my name is Martha and I support the museum.” One thing I would like to do in 2023 is find something to do with my paintings. I don’t know what that would be, but I think it might involve driving. Ha ha…
Gone to the Dogs

I agree with you, that it is true, we really have no idea what will happen next, even if we have ideas of what we want or expect to happen.
❤️ I feel pretty certain in my own house, but even then, I fall on my face and break my glasses. Seriously. 🤣
It’s like walking a tightrope in a way. On the one hand, we so need things to look forward to. On the other hand, they are likely to be canceled, moved, postponed or spoiled. I guess I’ll keep on planning projects and other good things, but I’m learning to replace a tantrum with a shrug.
That is a perfect description of what I’ve been feeling. What’s the point of a tantrum? I can’t even feel angry at this point.
Life’s a box of surprises interspersed with tedium….
Perfect!
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I have to agree with you – we can hope and plan but we have no clue what will really happen! Sometimes I have to paddle my canoe against the current and other times I go with the flow….
Same here. 🙂
Martha, one of the bloggers I follow was complaining about the writing prompts that have been showing up unbidden. She has posted about how to turn them off. If you are interested https://blindwilderness.wordpress.com/2022/12/11/screenshot-of-how-to-turn-off/ and https://blindwilderness.wordpress.com/2022/12/11/37236/
Thank you. They are annoying!