After typing the rest of the story from the Black Notebook, I decided I wanted to put it together into a little book, so I did. It won’t be “out” for a while, but I felt I owed it to “me” 35 years ago to do that from THIS moment in time. It’s 50 pages. I don’t think it will ever be a film.
I got that idea when I was out with Bear this morning. One of the great things about the social media and news diet is I have more time to do stuff. I am sticking with it. It took a while to develop this habit (that I didn’t even realize I had developed…) I can’t imagine I’ll break it over night.
The following section is semi-fiction. Everything that happened to the woman in the story really happened to me, and I wrote it at the time, but the conversation between the man and his wife or girlfriend is fiction. It’s funny to me NOW that when I was in my late thirties I thought I was “middle-aged” or “old” or something. I had NO idea… 🤣
And I bought the boots, but they weren’t the best boots I ever owned. These were.

Outdoor Outfitters
“How can I help you?”
“‘I’d like to try these.’ That’s what she said. ‘I’d like to try these.’ Fifty-million overweight, middle-aged women in the world all say the same thing. Want their young body back.”
“So? What’s the big deal?”
“She was strange.”
“You want a beer?”
“When’s supper?”
“In a few.”
“Beer sounds good.”
“What happened then?”
“Well she was holding a pair of discounted Nike walking shoes and wanted a pair of socks. I said, ‘Grab any socks you want out this basket. I’ll check with you later.’ I left her trying on those Nikes.”
“Did she buy them?”
“No. She bought Raichle Eigers.”
“Why?”
“Damned if I know. After she tried on the Nikes she went to the wall with the hiking and mountaineering boots. She reached up to the top shelf and grabbed the Vasque boot. You know, the $130 one?”
“Yeah.”
“Well, she brought it over to me and said, ‘Can these be resoled?’ I said, ‘Why?’ I mean she was looking at a brand new boot.”
“What did she mean?”
“Come to find out, she had a pair. She said they’d worn down, the tread was gone.”
“Whoa.”
“Yeah. So asked her, I said, ‘You wear ‘em a lot around town? On the pavement?’ She said, ‘No. Rocks. Hiking. You know. There’s no toe left,’ she said, ‘and here the tread is gone.’ She pointed to the front. I mean, no way. Those are Vibram soles. I told her to go to a shoe shop and see. But I don’t think so. They’re glued. Then she said, ‘What do you have that’s sewn?’ I said, ‘Only the Eigers, but this is a serious boot, lady,’ I told her, but she wanted to try them, so I brought out a couple sizes. I figured she’d try them and that would be that.”
“What did she do?”
“Well, she put on one and laced it up. You know the four speed laces at the top? She laced it with one hand. I never saw anyone do that. ‘Impressed?’ she asked me. Well, I was, kinda’.”
“How’d she do it?”
“It’s in the wrist. She told me she learned it in college from a guy who was a model in her life drawing class. She told me she was lacing her boots and the model told her she looked stupid lacing them with two hands. So the guy taught her how to do it one-handed. ‘Ex-marine,’ she said. I helped another customer and thought about it, but something wasn’t right, so I went back and asked her, ‘Wait a minute, that means you were a live model, too?”
“Was she?”
“She said she only had her boots off.”
Here’s the cover. 🐾

These are all stories from a folder I found in an old trunk. As I was busy shredding them, I stopped to read. This turned out to be something I didn’t want to shred. I’m sharing it here and I have also put the stories into a little book. The stories are from the very first years I lived with dogs and hiked on my own, with dogs, in the California Coastal Chaparral of San Diego. The stories are a kind of record of the beginning of the best things I’ve done in my life — hiking in nature with dogs. I wrote these stories in my late 30s.
Cool beans!!! Can’t wait!
I love this little book, love, love, love it! I don’t even know if it’s any good or I’m just in love with it.
Very fine!
Great story, Martha. The cover looks amazing!
I love this little book but I’m sure there are typos I didn’t find 😜
How exciting!! Good luck with the last-minute edits! 🤞
I will catch a fraction of the little typos and then I will stop caring 😀
🙂
What a fabulous story, Martha! Congrats on being true to yourself and putting it together. I can totally relate, although not to boots, specifically. In my case, it was a kayak. A red whitewater playboy kayak – you know, the kind without a keel
I always, always, always wanted to learn to kayak but I haven’t (so far). So no, I don’t know the one with the keel. I had an accident at a water park that kind of traumatized me about water — on a subliminal level. I didn’t realize until I went to a hot springs with a friend and all I wanted was out of that water.
That so makes sense to me. Overcoming that sort of subliminal trauma can be done but it takes time. Your also need to get a bigger boat if Bear will be joining you!
I do not think Bear would get in a boat — Teddy would, though. I took sailing lessons in San Diego but I preferred direct contact with the waves. I loved swimming in the ocean. https://marthakennedy.wordpress.com/2022/07/31/avoiding-the-swim-of-things/
I agree that there’s something about salt water. Thanks for the link to that post. You’re lucky to have come out of that concussion experience and tolerate water at all!
Yeah, and I didn’t even know it’d had affected me until it did…
It’s weird about how subconscious trauma can remain dormant until we least expect it!
Aargh. Fat-fingered trying to edit my comment and accidentally sent prematurely. It was an 8 foot Perception Dancer playboat kayak, intended for fast moving water not placid flatwater lakes. The arrogant cocky 20-something dock hands decided at first sight of my then-50-something FEMALE self that it was too much boat for me and told me I shouldn’t buy it. I put it in the Charles River right in front of them all by my little self and took it for an expert spin before their eyes. They delivered the boat to my backyard lake the next day and Red Boat and I lived happily ever after. Until I moved away. I have that boat as a tip to the taxi driver who helped me move. https://babsjeheron.files.wordpress.com/2014/02/red_boat.jpg. Love your story!
Your kayak was my Merrell Wilderness Legends. I love your kayak. ❤️ Beautiful, beautiful boat.
And I love your story about the Merrell Wilderness Legends! Thanks.
The magic carpets that have taken us from here to there… 🩷
Perfect expression: magic carpets! ❤
Congrats on your story and for bringing it forward
Thank you!!!
Very cool cover!
Thank you!
That’s a fun story. I was a life model back in the 70s and early 80s. I’d have conversations with students during breaks. Was told I was the only one who did that sort of thing. The others tended to put on a robe and then hide.
I never learned how to do speed lacing one-handed, tho.
I was a nude model, too. It was a great way to earn money. The sweetest experience was in a class for retirees who’d never drawn a live nude model. They were really nervous about it. I felt I had to set them at ease or they’d never draw anything! It turned out to be a long-term and very fun gig!
Lacing with one hand is sorta like cracking eggs with one hand. I trained with a chef who started in the army. He taught me to crack 4 at a time – two in each hand. I guess you crack a lot of eggs when you cook for the army. I’d make a mess if I tried it now.
Yep. Another impressive but arcane skill. I don’t even have boots with speed laces any more so I don’t even get to impress myself. 🤣
Oh, MAK, this is wonderful! I giggled after reading it twice (a good model ONLY takes off her boots). I’m proud of you. The “diet” is giving you incredible inspiration. I absolutely love the book cover. The boot picture, and story, hits home to me. I wore the same hiking boots for some incredible summits and moments. I’m so happy WE get the pleasure of reading and YOU had the pleasure of putting it together! Much love! ❤️ 🐾
I was a nude model when I was in college, but I didn’t tell the shoe salesman that. AND no one models and draws at the same time. 🤣❤️🥾
There’s something new I learned of you! That’s awesome, MAK! Lol 😆 exactly~you can’t model and draw at same time tee hee! Too funny. You could’ve been a nude model WITH your hiking boots on ONLY! 🥾 🥰💕
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